AN:ANCIENT:BOY

Last night I had a very deep sleep and the most vividly disturbing dreams I have had in some time, in one segment of the dream I got into a fight with some of my family members and uttered the phrase "human begins are the stupidest of creatures, they don't see the things that are right in front of their eyes" after I spoke those words I stabbed myself in the heart with a knife.. I'm sure there is some meaning behind this.

Today it was almost 80 degrees outside with barely a cloud in the sky. I have been sick the past few days so I think it has been a bit ironic. When we had the warmest day of the year, so far, I was at home with the chills trying to keep warm..

Got my electric bill today.. My bill for January was $18, and now my bill for February is $200.. hmmmmm, okay?!

Do you know what I hate? I hate the certain British dialect, I don't know which, but the one where they pronounce the soft TH sound as an F!! God, every time I hear that I want to scream!! It is THING not FING!! I used to listening the BBC, but one of anchor's kept pronouncing the TH wrong.. so I stopped listening.. I MEAN WHAT THE THUCK!!

My God, was 1999 already 10 years ago?? That is so hard for me to imagine, seems like just yesterday. If you would of asked the 1999 me where I would be in 10 years, I would hate to think of myself saying where I am now.. Life just hasn't turned out the way I dreamed it would be. I think I am going to do something about that!! Darn right!